fReEdOm

oh to feel that release. to feel that sharp edge slicing through the fragile skin on my wrist. to see the blood slither down my arm and on to my already stained floor. watching it with bliss. knowing the end is finally near as i grow light headed and tired. i want it. i want to sleep and dream of a better life and never have to wake up from it. oh what a wonderful paradise this will be. i watch the blood and its gracefulness. wishing i could be as beautiful. i rest my head feeling weak. just a little longer. just a few more suspenseful minutes. the room around me starts fading. i smile and brace myself for what is to come... freedom.

AlCoHoL

DRUNK: is alcolho  reall ythat bad?? i mean, sure i can't spell a lot of things right, but i can still funktion pretty well. i mean. i am gong to a party on friday and there wilil be drinking and smoking. my first college paryt. there will be drinking and smoking and i am excitec to go to it. but its not bad. i mean. i know my limit. i know what is right and rong. i know. so why is drinkingso bad? i will continue this post when i am sober and let you kno wmy opinion on it then...

SOBER: so, is alcohol really bad? should i really be careful when i go to this college party on friday? well, of course. when it comes to anything that changes the way you think and act, one must ALWAYS be careful. especially around people you dont know well. easily someone could spike the drink and take advantage of you. which is why caution is always advised. i do believe i think rather clearly while under the influence. however, i know it is very possible to make a bad decision. and it happens. i do not believe alcohol is bad. as long as whoever is drinking has someone responsible with them or they make the right choice and not drink until they pass out. i know my limit. once i lose control of my balance, i stop. if i can't walk, i am greatly bothered and i always know its because of the alcohol. thus i stop. so think responsibly. act responsibly. stay in control because once you lose it, there could be some very bad consequences.

lOvE sToRy

they lived together for their whole life. with the hard times, it was hard to find a house for one family. her family and his lived together since before they were born. he was born just a few days before her. growing up they laughed, they cried, they fought, they played, they ate, they slept. all of this together. never would you find one without the other. when they grew old enough they were married. they loved each other more than either of them loved themselves. a week after their wedding he gets very sick. he stayed in bed, unable to move, for weeks. one day, he passed away, with her by his side. his last words to her were, "do not worry, my love. the time will come when we will be together again. untill then, i will be just a thought away." he closed his eyes, never to open again. for days, she lay in his bed. crying until she could no longer produce tears.  at the funeral their two families came together. they said their prayers. they shared their mourns. when everyone left, she was still their. she sat facing his tombstone. when the sun set, she stripped herself of all her clothes and lay on his grave. wanting so badly to be close to him. she lay on his grave weeping. an angel came down to see this woman laying on a grave. she turned to face the angel and told it, "i wish to stay here with him. forever." and the angel made it so. now, when anyone goes to visit that grave. this man's true love will still be lying there as stone. never to leave his side again.