I'm SoRrY...

i have betrayed you. i will not make up excuses. i committed a sin and now shall deal with the consequences. you hate me now, and i understand how. he took control of my body and mind. i had no chance of getting away. i told him no. i told him to stop. i even told him that you would not be happy with me. this seemed to make him laugh. he tore at my clothes and gripped anywhere there was skin visible. he pulled at my shirt until it ripped in half. he cupped my breasts in his over-powering hands. he threw me against the table that was in the kitchen. i screamed in agony as the table got pushed back by my weight and hit the wall. i cried and screamed hoping that he would leave. hoping that someone cared enough to help me. he tore off his shirt then he grabbed my waist and pulled me close to his bare chest. he was warm and sweating. his hands moved eagerly down my back and started pulling at my paint-stained jeans. with little trouble he pulled them down to reveal my panties. he swung me around and slammed me against the wall. he pulled down his own pants and boxers as well. he pushed up against me. i could feel his pulsating cock on my thigh. he grabbed my wrists and held me tight against the wall. i struggled, trying to get out of his grip. i had no such luck. i squirmed and yelled but could not get his grip to loosen. he began kissing and biting at my neck and shoulders. unwillingly i let out a moan. i suddenly got wide eyed and realized i was enjoying this. how is this possible, i thought. i can't like this. i dont want this. he spun me around so i was flat against the wall. he pulled at my panties so they ripped and fell to the floor then pulled eagerly at my hips causing me to bend over. i moaned as he stuck his cock inside me. he laughs at my change in mood. i begin to scream again, which causes him to move faster and with more force. i begin screaming in both pleasure and fear. still no one hears me. no one helps. he pulls out and throws me to the floor. i look up in time to see him ejaculate all over me as i lie exhausted and helpless on the floor. he pulls up his pants and grabs his shirt off the floor and walks out the door. i lay on the floor for a while trying to catch my breath between sobs. i'm sorry i did this to our relationship. i wish he had been you. i'm sorry...