mother, oh mother, how you have hurt me. do you understand the pain which you have caused? all i ever wanted was for you to be there for me. to love me and care about me like all mothers should. all you ever did was bring me down, or shoot me down when i was up. i have been told by many that i am a bright young girl who is very insightful because of all the crap she has been through. but why can't you see that? why can't you see that i am somebody? i can make a difference. I can do what i dream of doing if i put my mind to it. but no, it's like you don't want to see me in that kind of light. all i have ever tried to do in my life this far, is impress you. i've tried to meet up to your expectations, but was never able to succeed. because of you, i am no longer home. i am homeless. sure, i'm staying with a friend, but that doesn't matter. its not a home. its not the same as having my family surrounding me in my home. you will only ever have two homes. there is the one you grew up in and the one that you create with someone you love, when the time is right. you have destroyed my will to make my own famliy, my own home. i hope you are happy with yourself. i hope you live a long life to live with the guilt of all the harassment and abuse you put me through. i do love you, mother. but i can not show it to you, for you may destroy that as well.
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