So I was poked and prodded by a doctor, who hasn't been? So I was restrained during the whole thing, that's part of an MRI. I'm so uneasy. My love is going to notice soon if he hasn't already. And he's going to assume it's him. But once again I find I am incapable of explaining what's going through my head. He tried having a little fun tonight and it made me want to cry. This isn't fair! Nothing happened like that at the appointment. I wasn't assaulted. I don't understand the fear and unease I'm feeling. I barely want to leave my room. I need to get over this... Now.
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