fInDiNg WoRdS

 For days I've been searching for words.

The best words to show my feelings for you.

A cute meme with the words that I can't seem to fully express on my own.

An actual poet with the right finesse to clarify my feelings.

But nothing seems to be just right.

Nothing seems to dictate exactly where my heart stands.

I want to use words that are just right.

Words that after you read them will cause you to look at me

With those deep, soulful eyes of yours.

I see the look every now and then.

Sends shivers down my spine and butterflies around in my soul.

It's like you get me, you see me, you want me, you need me.

I can't even find the right song to express it.

It's frustrating.

I wish you could see into my mind more clearly. 

I wish looking into each other's eyes would be enough to relay

The thoughts that flutter around in my heart.

As nervous as I am, I look forward to whatever our future holds.

I want to fasten my soul with yours.

I want to have a child that has your brilliant mind and unblinking kindness.

A heart so large and mind so bright that nothing will make her falter. 

I know not what the future holds.

But with you by my side, I know I can handle it.

I will have my bad days.

Likely more often than most.

I am still fighting my demons from the distant past and recent.

I promise to stand by you, fight for you, love you, and cherish you.

I don't expect everyday to be amazing.

I don't expect to have your undivided attention all the time.

I love you. I trust you.

As much as I am currently capable.

Maybe one day I'll find the perfect poem, perfect words.

Able to portray the thoughts that flutter through my mind

Every time I think of you. Every time you're away.

I hope these words will suffice for now.

I will continue hunting for just the right message to tell you

How much I love you.